datcookaburra

i get scared but i don't think you get it. you have never been someone i would consider to discredit, though hear me out because you know i'm dramatic but it's extensive and i'm not sure you've seen how far it can reach (my nerves touch the dullest stars and down to the depths of the ocean floor). i did not force butterflies down my esophagus to flood my stomach with a flutter. the lesser of this evil is shaking hands and limbs and body and at least now i can blame it on the cold, but for you: just know that's not the half of it. at my worst, i am afraid to the point that my stomach is in knots. it is ripped from my body by invisible hands a

My Enlightened Prayer The sun is gone, But I have a light. Though it is small, It shines bright. In my darkest hour, It is my friend & it will not leave me Til the very end.

The fear of speaking The pain of breathing The disgrace of living All thoughts from a victim of bullying Methods of suicide in thought Knife,gun,Bleach,pills were all brought People around mourning and self-accusation. Distrought. All actions and consequences caused by bullying It was all a joke I didn't think it would lead to this Thoughts rushing through the conscious of the bully We forgive you. The words that flowed through the wind, and left the bully in awe